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Me.. masuk office awal coz all kids school morning session. This year kakak requested bekal coz susah nak beli kat canteen, morning session campur form 4 & 5 and canteen operator pulak orang baru, so a bit slow. Alang2 siapkan untuk kakak, buatkan sekali bekal untuk hubby & myself. Just simple bekal i.e bread with cheese & slice chicken meat add mayonis, sandwich or bread with scramble egg(my fav masa dok kat hostel). Wpun simple, me satisfied coz balik both hubby and kakak suka, as for me senang with simple meal for lunch. Lepas tu hantar kakak sekolah, requested by her wpun transport dah arranged, ikut jelah coz dia nak PMR this year, lps tu balik hantar Luqman sekolah then masuk kerja. No more rushing during lunch hour, just have to fetch Luqman from his school then masuk lunch kat office, sambil makan boleh jalan2 blog kekawan.
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Kakak.. banyak perubahan positif yang mama nampak since end of last year. Mula2 we had mother daughter talk, then kakak menangis. Sedih sgt bila kakak tanya mama 'selama ni kakak menyusahkan mama ke?'. OMG, tak pernah terdetik pun di hati mama dan mama rasa tidak ada mama yg merasakan anaknya menyusahkan dia. Semuanya dilakukan atas dasar kasih sayang. Tapi mama bersyukur sangat dengan perubahan positif kakak yang datang dari diri kakak sendiri, Allah memakbulkan doa mama. Kakak janji will do your best this year and will try to be at your best as a person and hambaAllah. Mama tak nak kakak jadi siapa2, mama just nak anak mama akan menjadi dirinya yg terbaik, and I believe you can. As a parent, me & abah will support you till the end.
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Luqman.. Jan 2010, sepatutnya tahun ni adik thn 1 tapi based on school evaluation, adik tak ready lagi for even kelas khas. Me & abah redha .. and mama believe that is the best coz nearby school tak de lagi kelas khas. So Luqman still go to his former training school. Tapi perubahan mendadak adik, pada 1.1.10 adik merengek2 minta kertas & color, pastu adik start conteng2. That time mama & abah tgh relax2 tgk tv. Sekali, abah realise adik tulis few words kat kertas, START, PLAYER1, QUIT and few other words dgn huruf dan susunan yg betul. Alhamdulillah .. rupanya adik faham our conversation & discussion abt him. The words actually adik dpt from his gameboy. Then kakak start tulis nama adik kat piece of paper, minta adik tiru, and you can do it. Till semalam, adik dah boleh tukarkan, bila kakak tulis in capital letter, adik tulis balik guna small letter .. maybe adik dah boring tulis benda yg sama. Adik mcm nak show us that you are ready to be trained. Then mama kena tambah satu lagi azam mama this year, to focus on training you for formal school. Mama rasa kalau mama boleh usahakan your speech and reading, it is not imposible for you to sit for upsr 2016. Wah, tinggi sekali cita2 mama. InsyaAllah...
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Well .. a good start for 2010, hope the ending also will be good.........
