ampunnnnnnnn .. Hijjaz.. Rabbani

Thanks to Empty Silent & Zaila for their comment on Ustaz Asri & my apology to all atas kesilapan fakta dlm entry ini sepatutnya Ustaz Asri Rabbani. Bila Taufiq mention Hijjaz, me just type without check... maybe bcoz lagu tu synonym dgn nama Allahyarham dlm kepala me & he is from Nada Murni before (zaman2 me cassete player .. time tu nasyid je mesti ramai ahli.. ) then diaorg bpecah to Hijjaz, Rabbani & kalau tak silap ada yg join Raihan. Besok pagi kena betulkan fakta dlm kepala Taufiq.... dah boleh agak apa jawab dia '' .. ooo yeke .. " smile.

New Kopitiam @ Rawang

Pagi tadi terasa nak breakfast kat luar .. round2 pekan kecil Rawang ternampak ini .. wah this is the 3rd kopitiam kat Rawang, 1st Uncle Wee Kopitiam, the owner - Chinese Muslim kalau tak silap namanya Shahril, 2nd is Bangi Kopitiam, yg ni tak faham why Bangi Kopitiam in Rawang, tapi pernah baca review dlm paper, one of the owner is an artist - Kidd & this 3rd Kopitiam, bila me masuk this morning, the owner is also a Malay owner, promoting Sauda Coffee .. Teringin nak lunch kat sini, sbb the waiter betul2 promote their sizzling .. tapi thari tadi dah kenyang sangat. Tengoklah this Thursday or Friday.

12 hrs pet..potpetpotpet..scheduled post

.. on d way nak beli hamster...
(ish dah panjang rambut dia)

Cerita sedih dulu.. Taufiq's requested pet for his next birthday (19/11), nak hamster .. actually me geli tapi anak punya pasal okaylah.. bg an impatient person, bila me & hubby dah kata okay, dah tak sabar2 tak gi pet shop .. siap merajuk2, so, terpaksalah bagi 1 mth in adv birthday present, last Sat, 8pm, settle kat pet shop, lebih kurang 9 pm hamster tu dah kat rumah .. mula2 letak kat luar, sekali ada kucing kat luar try2 nak kacau, bawa masuk dlm .. sementara nak fikir2 mcm mana nak buat.
Next mng, bila me balik pasar, sampai maid cakap Hamster dah mati .. me terkejut.. rupanya si Taufiq ni dah over excited keluarkan this hamster nak tunjuk kat our neighbour, pastu main2 dgn hamster tu kat lantai, sekali, our Luqman nampak benda gerak2 kat lantai .. dia ingat mcm dia punya remote control car .. apalagi bammmmmmm dia pijak, Taufiq try to hold.. tapi tak sempat .. & selesailah riwayat hamster Taufiq, lebih kurang 12 jam jer kat rumah. Bila I masuk jer dlm rumah, sedihnya dengar Taufiq dok nyanyi lagu Hijjaz :
Setiap insan pastikan merasa
Saat perpisahan terakhir
Dunia yang fana akan ditinggalkan
Hanya amalan yang akan dibawa
Terdengar sayup surah dibaca
Sayu alunan suara
Cemas di dada lemah tak bermaya
Terbuka hijap di depan mata
Selamat tinggal pada semua
Berpisah kita selamanya
Kita tak sama nasib di sana
Baiklah atau sebaliknya
Amalan dan taqwa jadi bekalan
Sejahtera, bahagia pulang...kesana
Sekujur badan berselimut putih
Rebah bersemadi sendiri
Mengharap kasih anak dan isteri
Apa mungkin pahala dikirim
Terbaring sempit seluas pusara
Soal bicara terus bermula
Sesal dan insaf tak berguna lagi
Hancurlah jasad dimamah bumi
Berpisah sudah segalanya
Yang tinggal hanyalah kanangan
Diiringi doa dan air mata
Yang pergi takkan kembali lagi...
sekujur tubuh, berselimut putih .....
kita tak sama nasib di sana nasib di sana,
baikkah atau sebaliknya

Pastu, dia dtg kat me kat dapur cakap, " sedih tau hamster Taufiq dah mati ..tapi ma Hijjaz pun dah meninggal kan..", he means Ustaz Asri Hijjaz. Terkedu me coz, I tak sangka dia pun merasai kehilangan Allahyarham Ustaz Asri Hijjaz. Semoga rohnya di tempatkan bersama2 hamba2nya yg beriman. Begitu kuat pengaruh Allahyarham, hope Taufiq boleh dapat semangat & all positive values yg Allahyarham tinggalkan. Me & hubby.. seboleh mungkin try to hold ourself not to promise another pet to Taufiq wpun tgk dia sedih coz to us he blm betul2 boleh jaga pet.
Enuff with cerita sedih...
Wpun dah nak masuk 1 year, I still rasa I'm new to this blogging .. rasa mcm my entry tak balance coz normally tak de entry during weekend- tak sempat nak on internet pun.. fb pun thru hp jer, & Monday I will post few entries utk cerita weekend, pastu Tue & Wed tak de posting balik, time dok melawat blog2 yg I follow, rasa cam tak balance gitu. So, last Friday, I scheduled a few posting.. & yessss menjadi.... so tak mustahil kalau esok & lusa pegi course tapi ada posting... hehehe.



Bila baca signage ni, me terfikir :

  1. Bila pulak baby boleh bawa keta, or maybe keta sorong
  2. If I drive alone or with my kids, I'm still a parent kan? so boleh parking la kat sini

Kesimpulannya : Me telah parking di parking lot berkenaan as a parent not a baby.


Lagi satu is parking for oku ...

for oku driver only or inclusive driver for oku?

Entry 111 .. A Story Worth Sharing

Received this from a frenz email .. would like to share with my readers and my anak cucu...
A Story Worth Sharing
4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.
There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child.With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all i heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the 'problem'... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bedsheet and blanket! Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation:"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad..."At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks...but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.
A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.
However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry, Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....
Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around. 'cos he makes me proud too!
Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter, and its Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by... Christmas carols and frantic shoppers.... but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, ' I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year. His answer, amidst his sobbing, was : The letters were for Mummy.My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did u post so many letters, at one time?" My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and I sent it all at once..."After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say....I told my son, " Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly.
On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldnt help opening the letter before they turn to ash. And one of the letters broke my heart....Dear Mummy,I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldnt help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason. Mummy, everyday I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why havent you appear?After reading the letter, I cant stop sobbing. 'cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....
For the females with children: Don't do so much overtime. If you cannot finish the work, it must be some kind of problems within the company, and it is not your sole problem. Feedback to your boss. Endless overtime may not necessary be the answer to the problem. Take care of your health so that you can treasure and take care of your little precious.
For the married men:Drink less, smoke less, cos nothing can replace your good health, not even business nor clients.Try thinking this way, are you able to work till your clients are totally dependent on you? or your boss is totally dependent on you? In this society, no one is indispensable. Take care of your health, so that you can take care of your little precious and your loved ones.
For those singles out there:Beauty lies in loving yourself first. With confidence and loving yourself, you will see the beauty in other things around you. You will be able to work better and happier. Don't let your health be affected by your work or your boss, so nothing matters more than your well being.

Get ready for tuisyen ..

... dining table dah ready for tuisyen.. ke depan .. for 5 kids & teacher
(we normally had family meals kat another small dinner table kat blkg)
.. Asyiqin already test it.. tgh kusyuk type assignment
(apala anak mama, type mcm ayam patuk .. shd send her to typing class nanti)
..opps apasal makan bubur kat sofa mama
tak pakai baju lak tu .. ish busyuk
.. and luqman's toys at the floor
ready sangatlah tu....

TCT chiffon silk de Cynosure

Just nak show my 1st tct chiffon silk de Cynosure. To match one of my baju raya, and panggilan nak try tct, I ordered one plain chiffon silk tct from de Cynosure .. but the owner kata dia ada one ready made green tct yg dah iron swarovski abt 160 pcs. Terus on .. few days later received this.......
photo from deCynosure
happy & proud reading her entry about my tudung
.. sbb angin & semangat jahit manik membara
I jahit gak crystal stones in between Swarovski
tak perlu jahit manik coz dah cantik
.. hasilnya setanding tct ar**ni yg RM250++
(sebenarnya sblm tu usha kat sana)

pakaikan anak dara pemalu me dgn my 4th Cynosure Exclusive pun rec same day

Berhari raya di Kusess

- Gambar2 angah berhari raya di Kusess -
.. eh budak tak cukup umur (soon to be 10) pun interfrem

Hari-hari terakhir single digit

In less than one month Taufiq will turn 10. After this I'll only left with Luqman yg single digit age. My time dulu, we really enjoy my single digit age with main bulu ayam,guli, biji getah, tuju pataq, skipping tali getah, masak2, kahwin2 etc. My kids tak merasa all those game other than game boy, PSs, Astro, computer games, hp games, and.........
... homeworks.. lots of them
.. and exercises... exam dah dekat bang..

.. sampai tertidur ...

.. Luqman di mana

Orang sibuk2 makan .. Luqman di mana
... atas shoe cabinet rupanya ... hehehe
(I promise myself to write more abt him in future)
and budak ni
.. Iqbal.. anak sedara me
yg asal masuk jer my house mintak milo
(p/s milo rumah mak lang sedap kot)

Depaavali 2009 & penutup Syawal

As requested by my kids, Sabtu lepas, me organized makan2 for the kids & their primary school teachers. Sambil2 tu me jemput jiran2 4,5 family yg close. Gambar2 semuanya di snap by my eldest (baru2 belajar ambik gambar .. still malu2) .. itupun dah hampir petang baru dia sempat ambik gambar. Gambar my neighbours & some of their fren tak sempat ambik.
... dan inilah hasilnya...
The Food :
Nasi Briyani
Ayam Kurma
Bubur Kacang
Kuih2 & Buah Nangka
(my neighbour bagi - thanks)
Antara Cikgu yg dtg:
Puan Siti Rohana (left) & Puan Rozimah (right)
frenz.. borak borak borak sampai lupa makan
Overall .. I'm Happy to see my kids happy

Laughter Of The Day (Singlish/Minglish)‏

You might like this. This is hilarious.....even a British, European or American cannot construct sentences using numbers, which is exclusive only to Malaysians and Singaporeans.
Ah Kaw was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10. Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 0. This is what he came up with.....
1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to pluck fruit. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me. I ran until I fell 6. So I go into 7-eleven to buy drink but the cashier very rude so I grabbed some 8 and throw at him. He scold my mother so I took a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 God he run away or else sure die. 10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven. Next day I called my boss and told him I was 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand. I so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1. His character very bad, I give him jiro (0).

Anak2 & Umur

Early this week, me start dok sibuk tengok exercise books for the kids especially Asyiqin & Taufiq. They will sit for their final term exam in less than 2 weeks. Next year Asyiqin dah nak PMR & Taufiq drj 5. This year mama really take a break from all tuitions & big exams .. a very long 1 year break for me menikmati my age of 40. Now I start worry .. calling & booking teachers for next years tuition, cari group for Taufiq & cari centre for Asyiqin cos dia reject my proposal private group tuition.
Fikir punya fikir, mak aii.. betullah, I only have this year break from kids exam .. starting from next year
2010 Asyiqin PMR
2011 Syafiqah PMR, Taufiq UPSR
2012 Asyiqin SPM
2013 Syafiqah SPM
2014 Taufiq PMR
2015 Luqman UPSR (pray that he recover & can go to normal school)
2016 Taufiq SPM
By the time Taufiq SPM, me dah 48 (kalau umur panjang), cepatnya masa dalam kesibukan mendidik anak2. So in next 3 years, nampaknya I might be blogging about kids tertiary education pulak, bila Asyiqin dah habis SPM. Hmm rasa mcm baru semalam sambut baby, bau bedak baby Johnson, usung pampers berbeg2 coz Asyiqin & Syafiqah selang setahun so stock kena banyak, pilih2 susu anak- yg mana sesuai etc.

Malaysia Day(Sept 16) to be public holiday

Malaysia Day on September 16 to be public holiday
KUALA LUMPUR: Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak has declared that Malaysia Day which falls on Sept 16 annually will be a national public holiday from next year.
He told Dewan Rakyat today that the formation of Malaysia as an independent and sovereign country was an important chapter in the nation's history."As such, Malaysians will celebrate a twin national holiday. Merdeka Day on Aug 31 which reminds us of the fight for independence from the colonialists will be celebrated with processions and so forth."Malaysia Day will be celebrated with activities to strengthen unity, racial understanding, and the people's achievement in sports, socio-culture, culture and others to light up the spirit of 1Malaysia," he said.
- New Straits Times-

Cerita pagi Isnin - 19.10.09

Gambar ikhsan En Google
Pagi ni me semangat betul nak kerja & Luqman semangat nak sekolah.
Pepagi, dengan segala semangat yg ada, awal2 lagi dah gi hantar Luqman, sekali sampai2 nampak ada tent kosong kat depan sekolah tapi orang tak de & pagar kunci. Oppps rupa2nya sekolah cuti & semalam diaorg ada function makan2, ala syian anak mama terpaksa tak join kekawan makan2. Marahkan abah .. sbb dia lupa.
p/s maaf kepada semua yang menjemput weekend lepas, Sabtu makan2 kat Surau & rumah Zaki sbb kamipun buat makan2 untuk kidz fren & tchers .. & Ahad, Cikgu Ummu & Jalal coz tak sempat, kelam kabut nak gi hantar anak dara balik sekolah and also sekolah Luqman coz abah terlupa.

Entry ke 100

Wah .. dah masuk 100 entry ..terawal sikit.. ingatkan nak celebrate my blog's 1st birthday & my 41 birthday next month dgn Entry 100 nih. Tak pa kalau gigih sikit boleh jadi entry 111 or kalau lagi gigih entry 141-ni cantik sket. Hehehe.

Cerita macam2. Mcm2 cerita that hold me from writing this entry ..
1) mcm biasa sibuk dgn daily
2) open house every now & then
3) si anak no 2 pinjam kamera bawa gi sekolah (hint to Mr E, now i got reason to change my hp to better camera as my birthday present .. IPhone satu).
4) My office notebook yg I dah buat cam reta sendiri dah merajuk kejap kena lightning. Tiba saja tidak mau communicate dgn me. So kena la panggil doctor coz it is still under warranty .. Lepaih kena operate & change part, yest, baru dipulangkan.
.. dan itulah antara sebab musababnya.

Now .. cerita akan datang... hmm sianak no 2 juga telah merayu2 minta me buat gathering for her primary school fren & teachers .. alang2 tu jemputlah jiran2 sebelah menyebelah (tak baik kamu kenyang sedangkan jiran kamu cuma dpt bau jer) so dlm kepala ni tgh merancang2 apa nak masak.

Fikir punya fikir last sekali terdecide menu yg mungkin jadi hari Sabtu nih:
1) Nasi briyani
2) Kurma ayam
3) Laksa (Lady, I managed buy 10 packs laksa haluih kat kakak laksa Pasar Penambang KSel)
4) Rojak buah (dah try my fren's recipe .. kalah mak bee ..nanti i buat entry recipe kuah rojak ni)
5) Bubur kacang (+durian - kalau sempat beli) - my daug mesti suka nih
6) Kuih seri muka + Talam Keladi (ni minta my hubby order kat office dia)

Hmm tgh fikir2 cukup ke kaki & tangan untuk buat 1-5 tuh.
Jemputan 3 group
1) 1.30 - Neighbours -few families jer
2) 3pm - Cikgu2 & kawan2 anak - ni group ramai.
3) Mlm Adik beradik my hubby
Planning..planning..planning. Pagi2 esok pergi ambik ayam & ikan, suruh my maid cuci siap2. Then suruh dia rebus ikan. Kuah laksa tu boleh buat esok mlm sbb kuah akan rasa lebih sedap esoknya. Kuah rojak pun sama buat esok mlm .. so Sat tinggal masak kurma & nasi jer. Nasi akan ambik masa sikit coz kena buat few times dlm rice cooker besar tu sbb me takde rice cooker terbesar cam org buat kenduri tuh, nak masak manual tak 'ter'mentah .. semua orang sakit perut pulak. What i will do is tumis all the rempah sekali but divided into few sets .. hmmm..hmmm ahh.. sempat kot. hehehe wish me luck
Mlm ni pulak ada jamuan kat sekolah my 2nd one, my hubby tak dpt ikut, so, balik kerja ni kena ambik my no 1 pas tu berkejar pulak ke KS.

Motor Raya

.. in my raya entry ada mention my hubby & his bro ada agenda on 5th raya. Diaorg pergi JPJ uruskan registration moto my bro in law. Bayangkan mamat basketballer, tak pernah langsung menunjukkan minat on motor, pernah register bayar kelas memandu keta motor 2 years ago sampai expired .. now minat bike ..not only minat, terus beli satu brand new, COD.. me still tak boleh accept the fact that my BIL dah jadi kaki motor cam abg dia ..
. raya..
..baca doa sblm start naik .. 1st time .. muka cuak
p/s sapa ajag baca doa pakai short nih
... .. sapa lagi la nak jadi trainer kalau tak abg dia...
p/s trainer pun tak leh pakai .. ada ka pakai short & tshirt short sleeve belajar.. tak dak ciri2 keselamatan langsung
...selesai 1st round... hmm dah gian..